How I feel
Separate from your reality
Waiting on the curb
For a bus that never comes for me
I walk along the road and somehow I'm not here
What I think is too trivial to be real
What I say .. not the thoughts that drown out the discussion
Separate from your reality
Waiting on the curb
For a bus that never comes for me
I walk along the road and somehow I'm not here
What I think is too trivial to be real
What I say .. not the thoughts that drown out the discussion
What I mean .. what's the point of us if I'm not worth your troubles
Staring across from coffee the silence pounds percussions to no proper eye-to-eye perceptions
Staring across from coffee the silence pounds percussions to no proper eye-to-eye perceptions
Strangers
You don't see me
Looking at a block feeding back info
So floats the traffic of my words to the thinning atmos.
Lonely when I'm with you
14x14, sofa, and tv
The space that we fill
14x14, sofa, and tv
The space that we fill
Yet this room feels so empty
A cold hold and a kiss from lips without me
I'm not there on your mind
I hold myself together and YOU feel fine
My foundations drifting further but never you mind
I wonder if my provocations impress the importance of my time
Cuz maybe one day
I'll be forced to say goodbye
And don't say, you didn't know
Cuz I force and flow emotions you refuse to show
And never hide behind pride I'm no better but at least I tried
Will my words ever change your mind?
Make you find the time to try?
Finally see that I'm your life and you are mine?
Don't pretend that what I say isn't real
Cuz the reality I deal ..
There's so much more to me then just how I feel.