How can I illuminate the state of this distance and the miles between ourselves?
or count the differences distinguished in disappointment and how it always overwhelms.
My shoulders lay so heavy I heave in breaths and feel the ache.
I want to get the sleep I crave but mind meddles mostly closely to the midnight keeping me in restless wake.
Soul upset my bed lays passive as I pace.
Imbued in all I feel, I fall breaking into the pieces of a scattered drop of rain across my face.
I'm not silent in my suffering.
Skies break lightning through the thundering.
and I'm just trying to make sense of me.....
so I hold myself together, nails digging deeper, breaking skin
I can no longer bare the weight I feel within
I want to shatter, scatter, let the wind blow me apart and never matter
I can't gather when or where the stages of my emotional phases came to change
but I'm no longer fine
I'm just another stone stepped on down the line
and only time will tell if I will ever get mine
~Psyqsol
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