No shelter from this, no words, no thoughts, no feelings... could satisfy security from what bitterness and anxiety do delectate as I ache and covet for the comfort of my constrains...a beating heart or open veins, but these rain drops saturate.. my skin trespassing through the warmth I had, holding hostage with no ransom, the cost more than pockets wholly holes could compensate and I am insuppressibly lost within the darkest clouds that crash and light the night as I lay letting each one chill down my neck holding pools across my flesh... I roll around the ground to dominate myself in-sync, collectively together, but my grasp is so critically distressing that I shatter my soul and lose control... lightning breaks the sky the sound of my heart rolls out my mouth and I am forced to convene my lips en masse... face to the earth I cry so I don't drown... embracing the grass between my fingers I dig my nails into the ground to hold what I have remaining... close to nothing then... but it’s all I have... there's nothing left.
~PsyqSol
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