Mind's eye has lost all thought of sight and I'm left insane and blind.

Sorry.
I can't remember when 1 word ripped me more in 2
Shatter my world more than I knew.
Forgive me.
Softly spoken through
The lips to catch my ears I couldn't judge them too.
I sigh in great denial, I'm blind to what eyes see
I want to cease from crying tears as on hands and knees I plead.
Wipe all sins from me, help be more than I can be!
Yet still I fall on fours each day.
There has to be a better way.
Console my soul from wearing thin
And heart and mind from giving in.
The strength to carry on this weight has piled
And I'm miles from new reconcile
On this road I'm traveling.
Yet still, can I be saved??
Or have I walked far enough from grace
That my name has been erased?
I pray this silliness is nothing short of that
Just mind in fear of thoughts
That God left me forgot.
~Psyqsol